Middle School

Middle school is ok. but its so hard and confusing.i don't like some of my teachers,or the kids.it's not like i thought it would.sometimes i wish i was homeschooled,but then i think of my friends and i take bke the wish.i'm confused about who's my friend.who likes me or who thinks i'm a snob.what guy thinks i'm cute.when really i don't care if they do.sometimes i wander whats gona happen next.sometimes i wish nobody even new i was there.i told my dad the other night. when your at the age of 1-7.everything is dolls and hot wheels,girls have cuties and so do boys.girls think of groing up to be a princess and falling in love.but we don't think about the hard stuff.like bullies or finding a job or makeing it through school.you have it easy till you hit middle school.my school is strict.we have cameras everwhere.in the caffatirea and in the halls.the guys even have them in their bathrooms.sorry i haven't posted in a loooooooooooooooooooong time.but i will start to!!!!!