Journal of Jessie B

2008-12-22T15:38:00.000-08:00

hey everybody im sorry i havent been on latley. i dont ever get on the computer anymore. but i am going to try to start blogging again. to answere ur question school is not so great. i hate it and i didt before,my friends are fakes and so is everybody else in my school. the only real people are my friends through blogging and the ones at curch. my principal keeps changing the rules and i have a hard time just getting up in the morning. i neer want to go to sleep cause i know if i do morning will come and that means school. ontop of that im like sombody but its not like anybody knows i like him alot and i know something tha only me my parents and some friends from church know. oh good news is that i am now officially a .......wait for it.............a teenager!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaa. so how is everybody and i need prayer. oh yes the little boy that we are adopting could come home in a few weeks!!!!!

my new church!!!!

2008-07-21T15:43:00.000-07:00

i love my new church!!!!!!!!!!!! its called the bible center cathedrail.its a great church and i love the people, im still trying to make friends but,things r getting better.We r becomeing really close with 3 families, the wells,williams,and the jarez(not sure how to spell their name). But i looooooooooove them all and i'm soooo glad we go there!!!!!!!!!!! they will help me grow in the lord and change me,i will finally have good friends from church that can help me. Here r some of them jessica , emma , dara and Justin!! he is sooooo cool his dad is from haiti and i love his family !!! And he is so cute,and sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! knowing i get to go to this church on wednesday and sunday will help me make it through the weeks when school gets in.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do We Really Try

2008-06-06T13:05:00.000-07:00

Do we really try our hardest in pleasing god?I don't think all of us do.i know that we aren't perfect. But don't you think that after what jesus did for us we could at least try.If we know what god asks of us we could try ,to obey our parents ,be kind to people not say things that could hurt,it won't be easy but we can try and i've been trying to be the best that i can to people and my family. learning not to yell at my sisters and not disobey my parents or back talk and i don't talk bad about people (its not as hard as it sounds).We're the ones that make the choices in our lives.So we can make the choice to do the best that we can.When we try our hardest god sees that.And people can see it , you reflect it and some people notice that and that may be wy people like you ,some may be jeliouse that you have that but still you should treat them nicely and with reaspect.

"Be kind to one another". ephesians 4:32

"kind words are like honey,enjoyable and healthful". Proverbs 16:24

"love one another".john 13:34

"obey god because you are his children". 1 peter 1:14

" thank god for jesus ,his gift too wonderful for words". 2 corinthians 9:15

"Visit the orphans and widows". james 1:29

"we love because god first loved us". 1 john 4:19

thank you god for everything you've blessed me with .For all my friends and my family and jonas and ellie.thank you for blessing me with these people ,you-you,the collins,my family,the williams,the wells,My church ,Cundiffs,the families adopting,megan,elias,(spiderman). thank you for everything.

Step On Up To The Asking Booth!!!!

2008-02-27T19:15:00.000-08:00

Ok if you read my blog or happen to decide to get on the computer and look for things and then accidentily find my blog so be it.Anyway i want you to ask me any question.any at all.because i need to post something .soooo please ask me!!!!!!!

Middle School

2008-01-04T19:22:00.002-08:00

Middle school is ok. but its so hard and confusing.i don't like some of my teachers,or the kids.it's not like i thought it would.sometimes i wish i was homeschooled,but then i think of my friends and i take bke the wish.i'm confused about who's my friend.who likes me or who thinks i'm a snob.what guy thinks i'm cute.when really i don't care if they do.sometimes i wander whats gona happen next.sometimes i wish nobody even new i was there.i told my dad the other night. when your at the age of 1-7.everything is dolls and hot wheels,girls have cuties and so do boys.girls think of groing up to be a princess and falling in love.but we don't think about the hard stuff.like bullies or finding a job or makeing it through school.you have it easy till you hit middle school.my school is strict.we have cameras everwhere.in the caffatirea and in the halls.the guys even have them in their bathrooms.sorry i haven't posted in a loooooooooooooooooooong time.but i will start to!!!!!

2008-01-04T19:22:00.001-08:00

Life...........................

2007-08-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

Some girls at the school I went to were worried about boys just like I was.Beacuse of one boy I changed.His name is Adam Beaver .Well I used to like him but he wasn't into that whole boy girl thing so I thought maby if I stop liking other boys and say I'm in to school mabey he'll think I'm cool and like me.Well it didn't work but I focuss on my grades andnot boys.

SHADOW CHILDREN

2007-08-09T18:54:00.000-07:00

Is a book series.Its about thierd children.The person running the country made the law that you couldn't have more than two children beacuse there was not enough food for everyone.So if parents wanted
to keep thier children they have to hide them or the Population Police will kill them.There is a group of thierd children that find each other and try to ruin the Population Police.

Reading these books makes me wonder if that would ever happen to us in the future.I didn't explain much but these books are a part of my life the books are very good and I think people should read them.Sorry that I haven't done much.

SHADOW CHILDR

2007-08-09T18:52:00.000-07:00

CAMP!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-15T17:41:00.000-07:00

I'm back from camp it was ssssssssssssssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!We took classes I was not prepared for.1. was a GUYS/GIRLS class they tought us about the opposet sex.I was a little frecked.Last night we had to say what we learned well a boy from school went to camp with me his name is Michael and hes very nice and funny,well he stood up and said......................................................................................WE LEARNED HOW TO HUG A GIRL PROPERLY!it was very funny,but cute at the same time!See me and Michael were born on the same day same hospital about the same time.Everyone says we're perfect for each other,I don't think so,but I'm not worried about that.they say he's my boyfriend.Anyway CAMP ILLIANA was alsome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally!!!!!!

2007-06-08T11:29:00.000-07:00

OH YA! I have a blog. I'm sssssssssssssooooooooooooo excited! Now I can share things and ask questions and also see whats going on with peeps.
So how is every body?
You-You hows Jonas and Ellie? Hows all the kids doing?
I miss them sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
I wish I was in HAITI right now. I wish I could hold each and everyone of those kids in my arms.
I told my friends that when I'm older I want to go and live in HAITI and be just like You-You. To be at the orphanage with the kids 24/7 and speak the language fluently.
HAITI has changed my life and I think that when you go to HAITI and come back to America you really see the difference between our country and their country. Kids at school thought I was different when I came back, and I was I thought of how I treated people.
I was quieter. I 'd keep pictures on my desk of the kids. That's why I was quiet because I looked at them and I cried because I wanted to be with them and hold them.
I wish everybody in the United States could go to HAITI because I think it would change their perspective on the way they think about things.